I have been SO bad at eating well lately and I have been drinking a lot. Whether it is just one beer or one glass of wine at night I really need to cut it out. I am 4-5lbs up from my lowest weight and haven’t seen my lowest weight in like a month which is terrible. I am going to go to NYC in 2 months. The worst part is, I feel gross. I need to stop eating chocolate everyday! Just because I work out everyday doesn’t mean I get to eat like a crazy person. I think (unfortunately) it is time to start logging food again. I mean, I say that but I never really do it. I really want to lose weight before my birthday. It’s kind of just like… how bad do I want it? Why can’t I just stay disciplined? Blah.